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Fear…. of Dying
Once again, she has been given a clean bill of health, although with cancer that never means anything (you are only pronounced cured of cancer when you die of something else). – Ken Wilber, Grace & Grit So…. Here is … Continue reading
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Tagged change, ego, fear, meditation, perpetually questioning
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One Hundred and Sixty One
So I wrote this at the beginning of August of last year, or you know, 161 days before today. (In my mind, this was going to be published on Jan 1, which was exactly 150 days from when I wrote … Continue reading
Posted in i want to live
Tagged cancer, chemo, diet, drastic change, fear, healing, lymphoma, meditation
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Remission, Just a Fools Game, part 2
Part 1 Like being stuck watching an awful sequel to a movie that you never even wanted to see in the first place, my Lupus is back. I got the news late last Wednesday night. And after five days of … Continue reading
Posted in disappointment, lupus
Tagged containment, disappointment, fear, lupus, meditation
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Vipassana Course, part 3
Sometime last year I was asked what my best vacation ever was. And due to my dark sense of humor and general snide attitude I said, in that oh so matter of factly way people tell me I am so … Continue reading
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Tagged best vacation ever, chemo, losing misery, meditation, transcendence, Vipassana
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Vipassana Course, part 2
Vipassana. “What the heck is that?” To be honest until my 4th day at my meditation course I was pretty unsure myself exactly what it was. But, in the grandest sense, it is a meditative technique that helps you alleviate … Continue reading
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Tagged drastic change, losing misery, meditation, perpetually questioning, questions, transcendence, Vipassana, wondering
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Vipassana Course, part 1
Okay. I’ve given up trying to get everything down all in one post, as i’ve found it to be completely impossible. So here is part one in a longer series of what my 10.5 day course was like. This covers … Continue reading
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Tagged meditation, perpetually questioning, questions, Vipassana, vow of silence, wondering
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