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Fear…. of Dying
Once again, she has been given a clean bill of health, although with cancer that never means anything (you are only pronounced cured of cancer when you die of something else). – Ken Wilber, Grace & Grit So…. Here is … Continue reading
Posted in questions, rumination
Tagged change, ego, fear, meditation, perpetually questioning
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Writer’s block, the Immobility of Illness, and Where to go from Here
Ever since my surgery last October, I have been fairly silent here. Not totally, but enough to have made me wonder: will I ever update my blog again? This was by no means for lack of want or even effort. … Continue reading
Posted in questions, rumination
Tagged absence, cancer, fear, limbo, lymphoma, questions, wondering
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Vipassana Course, part 2
Vipassana. “What the heck is that?” To be honest until my 4th day at my meditation course I was pretty unsure myself exactly what it was. But, in the grandest sense, it is a meditative technique that helps you alleviate … Continue reading
Posted in questions, vipassana
Tagged drastic change, losing misery, meditation, perpetually questioning, questions, transcendence, Vipassana, wondering
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Needing Balance
Along with the Hyperbaric treatment, I also sought out an ayurvedic kidney specialist in Chennai. This meeting did not bode nearly as well and my Hyperbaric adventures under glass. Actually it was a far more pleasant experience, just without the … Continue reading
Posted in faith, questions, rumination, Uncategorized
Tagged balance, drastic change, faith, kidney failure, questions
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The Oracle at MUNI
So yesterday something sort of incredible happened. I am still trying to figure out what actually happened and what, if anything, it means. But let me set the stage. And trust me, it’s a good stage. I rode the MUNI … Continue reading
Posted in questions, rumination
Tagged kidney failure, optimism, oracles in the damnedest places, questions, wtf
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The First Step
In less than 60 days I hope to be on the road. But where do I begin? Not where do I go first, but where do I begin divesting all that I have accumulated in my life? I have a … Continue reading
Questions
Frankly, I am full of them. My immediate response to the five year time frame was that I need to see all the stuff in the world that I have always dreamed of seeing. I need to travel till I … Continue reading
Posted in music, questions, rumination, travel
Tagged beth orton, fear, music, questions, travel
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